To go or not.. there so much to consider yet, if i don't go I know i'll regret! Wish it would be easier....

I seriously pray that its your will Lord!

Reading

New Routine to get used to, pretty hard to move into a new routine of life. Can't wait to get used to it, so it won't feel as tired or exhausting!

Current life is during the day is to fly and study, at night is to study amongst juggling ministry to work and family time!

When it comes to study, I barely do cause I generally read and remember ! But this time I have to study or I won't get anywhere! And memorizing air laws to check list! Too much! So far my desk has turned to this! I have never seen myself do this!

Now to another point is I don't mind doing this, because it's what I enjoy. Sure, it can be boring, but it can be so interesting learning new things about flying!

But what about bible reading, is it like this... I realized it is not so! So how can I know more about God, if I don't study and read! Surely if I love God I should be doing exactly as I am with my flying! I have been pushed to read more the bible to other Christian books but sometimes I find it hard to read! But to be a good leader is to be a good reader! But definitely if you love something, you'd wanna find about more about it!

J Springs

Its that time of the year again, this year my cousin came back from HK and as my 21st gift from last year and this year she gave me a watch!

I been saying at times I need a new watch, as my current watch is really hard to read, especially when I am flying~

J. Springs never heard of this brand, apparently its a sub company off Seiko and the J stands for JAPAN! Japanese Packaging never fails to amaze me~! Thanks for the present cousin!

Twins

As I was cleaning up my CD collections, I stumbled on band I was really into In high school, "Twins". I was really into HK POP and Twins was my favourite! So into them that I went to their concert in HK Dec 2004!

If you're so into a band, you try to get all their CDs and go to all their concerts in your area! So what about God? Is He in every aspect of our lives that you'd want to participate in his sovereign will? Looking back at the CD, its been sitting there since 2004! Just sorta kept like a thing that you put there! Is God just sitting around in life or are you actively trying to seek out everything of His?

If God is your main priority in life, it will be your focus! Putting things you love the most, to things you spend so much time on, like sport, games, facebook to shopping, but you get the jist. Is God above these things?

I was so into Twins, chasing up their albums and spending so much time getting tickets to their concert, yet these things just are now sitting on my shelf, but God's Gift to us is eternal salvation to be with him in heaven. It's value in chasing after God is so much greater than worldly things! Are you constantly seeking out God? Because I know I need to change, because I am so ashamed that I can chase after all these things but for God, it not as great as these worldly things!

Ray of Light 中川 翔子

今日よりもっと強くなりたい　

この声がいつか届くように

歩きついずけて風が止んだら

君を探して空見上げるよ　

夜明けの先に光が射すよ

Sitting in my room... reading some quality books and sermon~ Brought me thinking about my weakness... things I couldn't trust God to handle with.

But then that takes me back to my pride once again.. why can't I let Him have it, why can't i just give it too him to look after! Is it cause I don't trust God with it, that i want to do it for myself. I wish I had a stronger Faith in him... where is my Faith, why isn't it stronger!

All of a sudden this problem seem to be chewing me up and saddening me~ Yet I do pray that I can hand everything that I am to Him!

Funny Subtitles

I remember this video from High School~

レイン - シド

僕の気持ね：

雨はいつかやむのでしょうか

ずいぶん長い間冷たい

雨はどうして僕を選ぶの

包まれていいかな

雨はやむことを知らずに

今日も降りつずくけれど

MTR Gundam Tickets~

Why.. wasn't I in HK last year in Decemeber... rawr! Gundam Passes as limited edition!

I want~

Past Memories~

Tonight I dug up a lot of old memories~

Pictures from 2003 till 2005: My High school life! Seeing how I've changed and just reviewing back how stoopid some of the things but, I guess its made me who I am~

Reading through my msn chats that was quite interesting.... hahaha! Though some were quite depressing and sad at the time.. but looking at it now... why on earth was i like dat, so want to hit myself but hey....

Even dug up the songs I used to listen to... why is it all love songs and depressing love song~ hahahaha

Now storing all these things on my hard drive rather than a CD which could be gone and memories will disappear!

Memories continue to gather, weather it be bad or good. it will still be with you and alter how you do things!

Think in Reality not in Dreams~ was my favourite statement back then!

Really miss the days of Highschool~

Starfield - Absolutely

Bought the new Starfield album...it is so good but my favorite song is this one, very good lyrics!

Another Test~

Is this some sort of joke God! Please tell me it is not!

Woman Slaps HK Police Officer

Grace Alone, Faith Alone, Scripture Alone, Christ Alone and Glory to God Alone

This year for BLT I have never been this excited and every night compared to the previous years I would play games and other activities but this year I was just always asking my strand leaders question and talking about the theology of the doctrine. Never has it been to exciting and interesting!

I knew the doctrine but never broke it down to bits and thought about it really deeply! The Five Solas.

Grace Alone Romans [3:19-26]

Grace is something we cannot work for it is a gift from god and no matter what we do, God has done everything and we can be certain of that. But in doing so we must understand the total depravity of humans, we are so sinful which separates us from God. And no matter how hard we try our efforts is not us because we are not perfect, it is all God.

How does it affect ministry is all the glory should go to God, never boast of be arrogant of it because we are no better! We are all equal in God’s eyes!

Faith Alone [Romans 3: 21-26 or John 3]

Faith is to believe and trust in God and also that Jesus is our savior. All that is required is to believe this good news with Faith. Faith isn’t just to believe it, more importantly it is a response to what God has done, and it’s all about God not about the strength of your faith. Faith more than just understanding the facts and believing, but is also about the heart which then shows our actions. Faith leads to good works because faith is a response to God for his goodness because he changes our hearts!

When people start to doubt their faith, bring back to Grace and have Faith in what God has done and understand that it and faith will come!

Scripture Alone [2 Timothy]

The Bible comes from God and is God Breath, is divine inspiration, infallible, originally given, supreme authority in all matters of faith and conduct. The bible is sufficient as it is our daily bread, we should be constantly reading it. Not only does it give us our spiritual feeding but it also the source of authority.

Whatever we understand in should be shaped by the bible. When we teach, it should be from the bible.

Youth ministry danger is that the teens trust the leaders too much rather than the bible! Leaders need to train them to trust in the bible. Because the scripture is the supreme authority of what we believe and how we act. Training people on the scripture no on people!

Christ Alone

Christ turns away God’s Anger and he is enough to save us from God’s wrath. Because he is the perfect Adam yet he is also God at the same time. Thus he could pay the price for our sins and wipe it clean!

All the Glory to God Alone

God has done everything thus all this should be to glorify him!

GUILT SHOULD MOVE US BACK TO CHRIST BUT GRACE SHOULD MOVE US FORWARD!

This is just a short summary of what I have learnt and remembered! Hopefully this will help change me and shape me and the ministry that I do!

Soli Deo Gloria!

Saving One's Life - Glory to God

Firstly today I flew by myself into the eastern training area. After being so nervous and everything! I got to fly solo! There was like a free feeling just flying by yourself!

I think God used me very well tonight, I was so tired after ECWC! I got home and found that smthing wasn't right, my neighbor were beside this car shining a torch underneath it. I wounded down my windows and asked" What's wrong?" They just said come Help!

I hoped out and walked over and realized my other neighbor was pinned underneath his car with his upper arm underneath the car tyre! So quickly, I started to go for my car jack in my boot but I couldn't get it out! But lucky my neighbor had a better car jack that you stick it underneath and pump it up. 2 Ambos,1 firebrigade, 1 police and 1 tow truck! arrived within 3mintues. Police then asked me for the account of what happened and wrote it down. Still its a mystery of how did he get himself pinned!

Thanks to God and hope he's safe and well atm! Cops and Firebrigade said Good Job! Feels really good to save someones life! But it was scary cause I didn't want him to die!

All the Glory to God

Another Night out!

Another night to hang out and chill with my RLC buddies! Had a good catch up with PC, LT, JC, PY at Coffee Club after that we went to Romulus St to stargaze and sit around talking about our future for this year and see whats everyone doing! Also planning for some trip somewhere!

But great night to chill! Saw 2 shooting stars tonite so beautiful!

西野カナ Kana Nishino

After a while of Chinese song in my car, i finally went to listen back to some Jap song! Got hooked into again by this new singer, gone for 2 months with out jap songs and there are couple of new bands but which song that hooked me back was this girl who puts make up like ayumi but her voice is so much better i reckn! Cause Mflo even feat in one of her songs already!

4th Incursion

The week before I couldn't fly due to weather being really crap and yesterday my aircraft was in Amberly airbase, so finally after 2 weeks of waiting, I hopped into my crappy old aircraft for a check flight to go solo! Everything was good till the engine failure practice in the eastern training! T__T need more practice with that or i won't be able to save myself if i can't get it perfect to land it!

But I will keep at it! So i can hurry up and fly by myself next week!