30 July 2009

21st

Amongst the mist of events such as RICE and Camps, I manage to do a little dinner with church for my 21st! Thank you for coming to my 21st, doesn't feel much different but it is time to grow up, not that i am not doing it atm but its legal age!
You guys are something special in my life, some I have known for years, some just briefly! But I hope we'll continue to follow one goal, is to love Jesus everyday and follow him! Thanks you my dear family of Christ!
It was a wonderful 21st spending time with you guys!

29 July 2009

Mail


I recieved this card in the mail yesterday from a MP of Moreton!
*curious why did i get one*

19 July 2009

Camp + Reflections~

So 4th year at YF camp, it was good waking up to the splendors of God! ie the mountain and the fresh morning air! This year it felt weird but overall it was interesting and challenging.... I must say at this camp, I didn't feel really close to God. Had a really awesome speaker: Peter Ko.

Usually at camp my quiet times would be really peaceful and feel his presense really calming me but it just isn't there this year...I know he hasn't left me be cause he is a faithful God, thus meaning there is smthing wrong with me...sigh.

Couple of things I learnt out of the talks from Peter Ko was like how heaven isn't where we get picked up by angels or clouds and lifted up to the Sky, but its actually the new creation being brought to this earth! So what we are all working towards is bring the new creation to this Earth. So whatever we are doing God has put us there for a purpose.

Another thing is lately I've been feeling distance from God due to my feelings and stuff, I am pretty emotional and rely on feeling to much. But I should be focusing on the facts of what God has done, focus on that all what God promised has been brought true and He sent his Son to be the ultimate perfect Adam. Don't rely on feelings but dwell in to the facts which bring about faith which brings about feelings. Something i need to learn because I use my feelings a lot.

Another thing which hit me hard was the question, " If I had one year left what would I do?" I said I would drop everything and do more mission work and what not. But it shouldn't be the case, everyday I should be doing these things already, my life shouldn't be any different. All my work should be working toward to glorifying God.
Peter words was he hoped that when we go back to our reality was "I hope nothing has changed in ur life but your mind has changed from this camp".

It was good message, still trying to find my passion once again!

P.S. I missed stargazing, it was pretty seeing the shooting stars!

09 July 2009

Rice Design Working Bee~

Spent a day painting and preparing up for RICE~



Lots of Hard work but it will be good! The signs are awesome.. wasn't done by me that for sure cause i am so no artistic!


06 July 2009

Constant Spinning~

Arrived back in brisbane yesterday 3am in the morning! Drive was fantastic and fun but each km getting back to Brissy meant the closer reality is coming back into my life!

So much to do already since I've been back home, still feels tiring but I just have to keep going on! Sydney was such a brief trip only really 2 day or so since most of the time was driving back and down!
Jay Chou Concert was fantastic and awesome, he's such a great live perfomer!
Missing Sydney... the food and walking in the harbour is so beautiful not to mention meeting up with peoples!Thanks to those who made my trip so wonderful!

02 July 2009

Piece of Dirt~

Listening to some old songs from grade 10 made me think about things.... I wish I could of changed more and do things. But thats the past but I really I hope i can change for good and really do somthing about it after this trip down to Sydney.

I am lower than a piece of dirt,useless and nothing for good, wish i wasn't the person i am, I don't even believe I am worthy to be God's child!

01 July 2009

China~

So today I went to harbour town and I wasn't expecting to get anything since I am going to Sydney but when I walked in the addias Shop i saw jackets of countrys it had: Great Britian, Australia and NO it wasn't Japan but China!

Most of you would have thought I wouldn't have got it but I did and here it is: