But then that takes me back to my pride once again.. why can't I let Him have it, why can't i just give it too him to look after! Is it cause I don't trust God with it, that i want to do it for myself. I wish I had a stronger Faith in him... where is my Faith, why isn't it stronger!
All of a sudden this problem seem to be chewing me up and saddening me~ Yet I do pray that I can hand everything that I am to Him!
