Eternal Dreams~

Continuing...

2011-03-24T15:49:00.010+10:00

It was past midnight, it was a quiet and dark night. A man was stumbling along a dark road with only the moon as a light to show him the way. Growing really tired after each step he continues to walk, he doesn't know how long he has to go but he wants to be there soon.

After walking for some time he decides to sit down beside the curb. He thinks to himself, how much longer do I have to go, am I nearly there yet. Or would it be wiser to turn around...

2010-08-13T00:24:00.002+10:00

To go or not.. there so much to consider yet, if i don't go I know i'll regret! Wish it would be easier....

I seriously pray that its your will Lord!

Reading

2010-08-03T23:03:00.007+10:00

New Routine to get used to, pretty hard to move into a new routine of life. Can't wait to get used to it, so it won't feel as tired or exhausting!

Current life is during the day is to fly and study, at night is to study amongst juggling ministry to work and family time!

When it comes to study, I barely do cause I generally read and remember ! But this time I have to study or I won't get anywhere! And memorizing air laws to check list! Too much! So far my desk has turned to this! I have never seen myself do this!

Now to another point is I don't mind doing this, because it's what I enjoy. Sure, it can be boring, but it can be so interesting learning new things about flying!

But what about bible reading, is it like this... I realized it is not so! So how can I know more about God, if I don't study and read! Surely if I love God I should be doing exactly as I am with my flying! I have been pushed to read more the bible to other Christian books but sometimes I find it hard to read! But to be a good leader is to be a good reader! But definitely if you love something, you'd wanna find about more about it!

J Springs

2010-07-25T00:34:00.004+10:00

Its that time of the year again, this year my cousin came back from HK and as my 21st gift from last year and this year she gave me a watch!

I been saying at times I need a new watch, as my current watch is really hard to read, especially when I am flying~

J. Springs never heard of this brand, apparently its a sub company off Seiko and the J stands for JAPAN! Japanese Packaging never fails to amaze me~! Thanks for the present cousin!

Twins

2010-07-21T22:16:00.003+10:00

As I was cleaning up my CD collections, I stumbled on band I was really into In high school, "Twins". I was really into HK POP and Twins was my favourite! So into them that I went to their concert in HK Dec 2004!

If you're so into a band, you try to get all their CDs and go to all their concerts in your area! So what about God? Is He in every aspect of our lives that you'd want to participate in his sovereign will? Looking back at the CD, its been sitting there since 2004! Just sorta kept like a thing that you put there! Is God just sitting around in life or are you actively trying to seek out everything of His?

If God is your main priority in life, it will be your focus! Putting things you love the most, to things you spend so much time on, like sport, games, facebook to shopping, but you get the jist. Is God above these things?

I was so into Twins, chasing up their albums and spending so much time getting tickets to their concert, yet these things just are now sitting on my shelf, but God's Gift to us is eternal salvation to be with him in heaven. It's value in chasing after God is so much greater than worldly things! Are you constantly seeking out God? Because I know I need to change, because I am so ashamed that I can chase after all these things but for God, it not as great as these worldly things!

Ray of Light 中川翔子

2010-05-27T12:03:00.004+10:00

今日よりもっと強くなりたい　

この声がいつか届くように

歩きついずけて風が止んだら

君を探して空見上げるよ　

夜明けの先に光が射すよ

2010-04-28T17:15:00.002+10:00

Sitting in my room... reading some quality books and sermon~ Brought me thinking about my weakness... things I couldn't trust God to handle with.

But then that takes me back to my pride once again.. why can't I let Him have it, why can't i just give it too him to look after! Is it cause I don't trust God with it, that i want to do it for myself. I wish I had a stronger Faith in him... where is my Faith, why isn't it stronger!

All of a sudden this problem seem to be chewing me up and saddening me~ Yet I do pray that I can hand everything that I am to Him!

Funny Subtitles

2010-04-15T11:09:00.002+10:00

I remember this video from High School~

レイン - シド

2010-04-13T00:01:00.002+10:00

僕の気持ね：

雨はいつかやむのでしょうか

ずいぶん長い間冷たい

雨はどうして僕を選ぶの

包まれていいかな

雨はやむことを知らずに

今日も降りつずくけれど

MTR Gundam Tickets~

2010-04-06T13:15:00.002+10:00

Why.. wasn't I in HK last year in Decemeber... rawr! Gundam Passes as limited edition!

I want~

Past Memories~

2010-03-31T01:08:00.003+10:00

Tonight I dug up a lot of old memories~

Pictures from 2003 till 2005: My High school life! Seeing how I've changed and just reviewing back how stoopid some of the things but, I guess its made me who I am~

Reading through my msn chats that was quite interesting.... hahaha! Though some were quite depressing and sad at the time.. but looking at it now... why on earth was i like dat, so want to hit myself but hey....

Even dug up the songs I used to listen to... why is it all love songs and depressing love song~ hahahaha

Now storing all these things on my hard drive rather than a CD which could be gone and memories will disappear!

Memories continue to gather, weather it be bad or good. it will still be with you and alter how you do things!

Think in Reality not in Dreams~ was my favourite statement back then!

Really miss the days of Highschool~

Starfield - Absolutely

2010-03-04T12:42:00.001+10:00

Bought the new Starfield album...it is so good but my favorite song is this one, very good lyrics!

Another Test~

2010-02-20T10:23:00.002+10:00

Is this some sort of joke God! Please tell me it is not!

Woman Slaps HK Police Officer

2010-01-28T23:09:00.001+10:00

Grace Alone, Faith Alone, Scripture Alone, Christ Alone and Glory to God Alone

2010-01-28T12:39:00.003+10:00

This year for BLT I have never been this excited and every night compared to the previous years I would play games and other activities but this year I was just always asking my strand leaders question and talking about the theology of the doctrine. Never has it been to exciting and interesting!

I knew the doctrine but never broke it down to bits and thought about it really deeply! The Five Solas.

Grace Alone Romans [3:19-26]

Grace is something we cannot work for it is a gift from god and no matter what we do, God has done everything and we can be certain of that. But in doing so we must understand the total depravity of humans, we are so sinful which separates us from God. And no matter how hard we try our efforts is not us because we are not perfect, it is all God.

How does it affect ministry is all the glory should go to God, never boast of be arrogant of it because we are no better! We are all equal in God’s eyes!

Faith Alone [Romans 3: 21-26 or John 3]

Faith is to believe and trust in God and also that Jesus is our savior. All that is required is to believe this good news with Faith. Faith isn’t just to believe it, more importantly it is a response to what God has done, and it’s all about God not about the strength of your faith. Faith more than just understanding the facts and believing, but is also about the heart which then shows our actions. Faith leads to good works because faith is a response to God for his goodness because he changes our hearts!

When people start to doubt their faith, bring back to Grace and have Faith in what God has done and understand that it and faith will come!

Scripture Alone [2 Timothy]

The Bible comes from God and is God Breath, is divine inspiration, infallible, originally given, supreme authority in all matters of faith and conduct. The bible is sufficient as it is our daily bread, we should be constantly reading it. Not only does it give us our spiritual feeding but it also the source of authority.

Whatever we understand in should be shaped by the bible. When we teach, it should be from the bible.

Youth ministry danger is that the teens trust the leaders too much rather than the bible! Leaders need to train them to trust in the bible. Because the scripture is the supreme authority of what we believe and how we act. Training people on the scripture no on people!

Christ Alone

Christ turns away God’s Anger and he is enough to save us from God’s wrath. Because he is the perfect Adam yet he is also God at the same time. Thus he could pay the price for our sins and wipe it clean!

All the Glory to God Alone

God has done everything thus all this should be to glorify him!

GUILT SHOULD MOVE US BACK TO CHRIST BUT GRACE SHOULD MOVE US FORWARD!

This is just a short summary of what I have learnt and remembered! Hopefully this will help change me and shape me and the ministry that I do!

Soli Deo Gloria!

Saving One's Life - Glory to God

2010-01-12T23:50:00.002+10:00

Firstly today I flew by myself into the eastern training area. After being so nervous and everything! I got to fly solo! There was like a free feeling just flying by yourself!

I think God used me very well tonight, I was so tired after ECWC! I got home and found that smthing wasn't right, my neighbor were beside this car shining a torch underneath it. I wounded down my windows and asked" What's wrong?" They just said come Help!

I hoped out and walked over and realized my other neighbor was pinned underneath his car with his upper arm underneath the car tyre! So quickly, I started to go for my car jack in my boot but I couldn't get it out! But lucky my neighbor had a better car jack that you stick it underneath and pump it up. 2 Ambos,1 firebrigade, 1 police and 1 tow truck! arrived within 3mintues. Police then asked me for the account of what happened and wrote it down. Still its a mystery of how did he get himself pinned!

Thanks to God and hope he's safe and well atm! Cops and Firebrigade said Good Job! Feels really good to save someones life! But it was scary cause I didn't want him to die!

All the Glory to God

Another Night out!

2010-01-09T00:19:00.002+10:00

Another night to hang out and chill with my RLC buddies! Had a good catch up with PC, LT, JC, PY at Coffee Club after that we went to Romulus St to stargaze and sit around talking about our future for this year and see whats everyone doing! Also planning for some trip somewhere!

But great night to chill! Saw 2 shooting stars tonite so beautiful!

西野カナ Kana Nishino

2010-01-07T16:20:00.003+10:00

After a while of Chinese song in my car, i finally went to listen back to some Jap song! Got hooked into again by this new singer, gone for 2 months with out jap songs and there are couple of new bands but which song that hooked me back was this girl who puts make up like ayumi but her voice is so much better i reckn! Cause Mflo even feat in one of her songs already!

4th Incursion

2010-01-05T22:33:00.002+10:00

The week before I couldn't fly due to weather being really crap and yesterday my aircraft was in Amberly airbase, so finally after 2 weeks of waiting, I hopped into my crappy old aircraft for a check flight to go solo! Everything was good till the engine failure practice in the eastern training! T__T need more practice with that or i won't be able to save myself if i can't get it perfect to land it!

But I will keep at it! So i can hurry up and fly by myself next week!

3rd Incursion

2009-12-24T11:07:00.002+10:00

Passed my Pre Area Solo exam, next test is the BAK test to get my GFPT then I can wear an eagle on my uniform... can't wait!

Flying on Monday was so tiring, since I couldn't see the outside but rely on my instruments, my body felt so weird, disorientated and the leans affect! It more tiring to fly on instruments than by visual!

Adjusting~

2009-12-16T23:49:00.005+10:00

Not going well, not enough rest, not eating well (really dun have any appetite to eat anymore). I just want to chill for a day and rest! My bible reading and prayer and slacked off a lot these 2 weeks. I just get too tired or busy to do those things! Need to slow down!

Constant studying these days, learning more Flight rules so I can fast track my pilot license! So much to cram, more test each week, each flight is pushing me to my limits of remember things cause I've got a hard instructor even as he said after the flight.... "Each time we fly, i'll keep pushing you to the limit, i am hard instructor so dun think i'll let you off with minor things!" So during the day I study like crazy, Need to remember the BAK book off by heart!

At night I keep switching jobs, it either subway (mon thurs), or my family shop in the other nights except Sunday Nights! Owning your own family business is a killer especially with paper work and finical stuff! Really stressful atm trying to make sure customers are coming back and everything, cause if not the consequence will be going to me!

But yeah I am tired of thinking and sick of working!

Second Incursion

2009-12-14T22:27:00.007+10:00

So why did I name the blog Second Incursion is because today was my 2nd flight, why incursion is that the sky is a hostile environment, we as humans are defying gravity and trying to reach for the skys with a lot of unseen dangers!

Many stressful things are going in the circuit looking out for incoming traffic and change of ATC, but definitely it wonderful being up there.

Also need to get my own headset.. but it cost 600 to 1k T__T....

Really tired at the moment.. went to GC to eat with parents and cousin since it was day off for the family business! But it was just good to spend time with parents, need to do it more often!

Out for now!

Update

2009-12-09T11:43:00.005+10:00

Lifestyle is changing once again.. getting more hectic and I am starting to sleep earlier! Amazing to be honest.

So with family business up and running, things has been good but I have to work there as well meaning I work at 2 places! working about nearly 4 times a week. So feeling really tired not used to working this much yet!

Finally I am flying again had my first flight on Monday on a different aircraft the "attitude" for the plane is a lot different and really more complicated the flaps are mechanical not electrical and it was a work out trying to lower my flap for landing! After 2 years of not flying my instructor said was pretty good that he is signing me up for a theory exam and practical check on Monday for pre area solo >< .... really nervous!

Many other things to come but I'll leave it out till the next post! Have a great week for those who read this!

Intense Card

2009-12-01T23:33:00.000+10:00

An A4 size card....so much effort put into it!

Thank you LiL Jenny!

Your so Full of Crap

2009-11-19T13:17:00.005+10:00

Last night was so relaxing... just eating, chilling and having fun at the Thai's resident! Full of laughter! Was playing an intense game of mafia and accusation was everywhere with the police(B) being very trigger happy. Most funny part was a misunderstanding of thumbs up and thumbs down, as the police could check out if a player was the mafia. leading that BT the police to accuse S which respond really emotionally with"YOUR SO FULL OF CRAP! I am not the mafia"

Thanks again for a wonderful night CiA Team~

Subtle throbbing Pain

2009-11-17T22:45:00.003+10:00

After hearing certain things regarding next year for me...I just constantly feel hurt! Is it classified as pride that I feel hurt? I have no idea but no doubt feel really sad! It already making me think is it the right choice to continue now.

Message from Taiwan

2009-11-15T22:45:00.003+10:00

This message was from a good friend in Taiwan with the same name as me...I was quite surprised to see such a message... apparently he was saying good bye in TW to FungTai and sent me a msg on yahoo...makes me kinda sad cause it sound as sif it like we won't see each other again but rejoicing at the same time that he is still strong with God!

朋友!!! 我們會是永遠得friend

我會永遠記得你們的!!

你們所有人都是我最好的朋友~~~

院神祝福你們!!

以後有機會再見面了!!

要一直禱告喔!! 這樣神就會照顧你!! (這是你跟我們說的) 我用遠都會記住的

永遠永遠~~~

PS Mikey I bet you were crying inside! As this was happening!

Forget Time

2009-11-15T00:36:00.002+10:00

Family has been looking at this episode called仙剑奇侠传三 I haven't really watched it but just following the story but the ending song just sounds so nice which is also sung by the main character!

忘記時間 - 胡歌

沉默著走了有多遙遠

抬起頭驀然間才發現

一直倒退倒退到原點

倔強堅持對抗時間

說好了的永遠斷了線

期許了不變的卻都已改變

緊閉雙眼才能看的見

那些曾經溫暖鮮艷過的畫面

漸漸地忘記趕不上明天

只要用力地抓緊了想念

明天再也沒有你的笑臉

漸漸地忘記忘記了時間

我只要沿著記憶的路線

到最深處縱然那只是瞬間

當眼淚滑落的是句點

心裡面始終你從沒有走遠

耳邊誓言還在迴旋

我會好好珍惜沒有你的明天

Soccer... I don't think so!

2009-11-10T23:41:00.000+10:00

Spring Cleaning

2009-11-05T10:52:00.004+10:00

Another year gone by and again I've accumulated a lot of junk, thus I've been cleaning up my room and throwing out heaps of paper from grade 10 to 12~ Reorganizing my shelf and just chucking out rubbish. So now it looks a lot cleaner, yet still not happy the way it looks...bleh! At least most of the junk is gone! Spring Cleaning done!

Weekend Events

2009-11-02T15:06:00.001+10:00

Weekend updates:

Woke up early on saturday to play bball, too our surprise even kwok went to bball!!! Later went to church at 3pm to start setting up the hall for sister night! Props to the boys as they figure out food and the entertainment. So really didn't do much! Thou reading ivan poem nearly made me cry!

Sunday was baptisms of our brother and sister: justinius, matt and joyce! Great to hear their testimonies and how God has changed them!

Nothing much really happening apart from more frustration with FTA and Griffith!

Skill Tester ...Ping's Attempt

2009-10-27T23:36:00.004+10:00

Was sitting around plaza on Sunday after church and eating my Chinese bread when I saw kids playing with the skill tester, they were being ambitious and trying to get the biggest toy... which remind me of this video in Taiwan..

Explains it all! How exciting Skill Testers are when you get the prize!

Fat

2009-10-27T00:40:00.004+10:00

Yesterday, my mum said I was fat, she like you look different, your fat you have tummy T___T nuuuu.. and i weighted myself today i am 64kg what the heck happened this winter 58 to 64 kg, 6kg gained ... man thats rawr nuuuu... alrite i am now dedicated to ride my bike and play bball everyday for 60 mins or more to burn of this gay fat!

MOTIVATED TO LOOSE WEIGHT!!!!!

Time

2009-10-07T13:57:00.005+10:00

Peering back into one of my drawers I found my Adidas watch, my favorite watch but no longer able to use it, cause the inside is stuffed. But time is continually moving onwards and never stops, just because its battery runs out! Sometimes I wish it would stop thou!

Looking back to my 21 years of life, have I accomplished much! I don't think so but then again i haven't learnt a lot things yet still don't think I can learn everything in life! Its a constant place of learning, u never stop learning! "So much to learn but so little time" in the book Magician, I guess it the way of life constant learning.

As time is constantly moving I feel I haven't moved cause so many discouraging things...like my stoopid flight school. I keep chasing up when can I fly and their answer is just we are still talking. its been 2 months how long does it need to take! IDIOTS!

I still need to replace my watch since i need one to fly... why did it have to die, my beloved watch T_T.. need to hunt for one any suggestions!

Adventurous~

2009-10-03T01:02:00.004+10:00

Last night I went to see my best mates to have a talk! Firstly I need some time out from various things that had happened yesterday! Not saying what is it but just frustrating but hopefully it will be sorted out soon!

After CiA, I went home got a shower and then headed for Calamvale where he lives, the three of us were talking and just chilling then when we thought to visit P.C. old home that was near by which was just 500m down the road, but somehow it turned out to be a trek.

After walking past his house we were feeling up for a bit of adventure, so we decide to keep walking and see where it will lead us, walked past 2 lil forest looking park which had no lights and started talking about scary stuff as we walked! Through out the trek apart from trying to scare each other, we talked about how to keep staying young at heart and doing all these awesome things like spending time talking and trekking through suburb of Calamvale late at night!

Here is the route we took, pretty crazy trek after a long day at the beach!

Overall it was good for another catch up and discussing how can we help our non christian buddies to come to know Christ! But definately spending time with my mates was good as i was feeling quiet crap and down!

CiA + Salt Camp 09

2009-09-22T12:56:00.003+10:00

CiA +Salt Camp was awesome, God was really touching and moving the teens! Currently still exhausted and tired from running around staying up late at night to do patrol rounds! Overall the weekend was very worthwhile.

Dan spoke about being Captured by Christ, how we are captured by the worldy desires of the world, but we need to be Captured by Christ, for what he has done for us! It was basically good reminders for us! But the teens were challenged, which was good to see! Encouraging to see those being moved and convicted by God, to walk the narrow path!

Spending time with the teens was good, being able to see how their life is and getting to know them more! It been an awesome time for bonding!

Highlight for camp was just purely spending time, having fun, chatting and mucking about with the teens!

Stargazing was definately smthing I did! Took a bunch of teen and went to see shooting stars while chatting and listen to Jay Chou!

Camp was great! But for myself I am thinking whether to continue on with this ministry? I am confused? But definately need to pray about it and ask for advice!

Really encourage to see the teens come to serve Christ and be part of this family!

Off to CiA + Salt Camp 2009

2009-09-18T01:03:00.002+10:00

Excited yet, I still haven't packed anything for camp hahaha... oh well I'll do it tomorrow! Most importantly is that i should go sleep!

Can't wait to see the awesome things God will be doing at Camp! Lets Bring on CiA and SALT CAMP 2009!

Personality Test

2009-09-14T12:36:00.004+10:00

Blues

Blues are motivated by Intimacy. They seek to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated. Everything they do is quality-based. They are loyal friends, employers, and employees. Whatever or whomever they commit to is their sole (and soul) focus. They love to serve and give of themselves freely in order to nurture others' lives.

Blues have distinct preferences and have the most controlling personality. Their personal code of ethics is remarkably strong and they expect others to live honest, committed lives as well. They enjoy sharing meaningful moments in conversation as well as paying close attention to special life events (e.g. birthdays and anniversaries). Blues are dependable, thoughtful, and analytical; but can also be self-righteous, worry-prone, and moody. They are "sainted pit-bulls" who never let go of something or someone once they are committed. When you deal with a BLUE, be sincere and make a genuine effort to understand and appreciate them.

http://www.colorcode.com/personality_test/

Pretty True~

2009-08-30T22:31:00.004+10:00

Lately I been spending time talking to some brothers about their future and how they are going! Its been good and encouraging to hear and catch up with things and talk about Godly conversation rather than crap! Talking about sermons and talk's or books we read or have heard!

Weekend was good, hung out with few of my brothers down the coast just catching up with some sunlight and seafood! It was relaxing day, felt so nice just sitting on the beach staring away into the distant horizon!

Caught up with rlc friends seeing how their life has been these past few months! Sounds not too bad but it was good for a catch up! Bumped in to J who i haven't seen for 2 years the business of the world has attracted him that he doesn't have enough time but nevertheless it was good to see him! So hard to get them to come to church but praying for God to change them as well as my family!

Huge Rabbit on MSN!

2009-08-30T22:22:00.003+10:00

I logged and found this person with a huge Rabit Emoticon..weird

Realisation

2009-08-25T00:37:00.003+10:00

BLT camp just finished another great time to spend time with God and listen to some great talks. Life continues to roll by me, a day has gone, now half a year and soon another year will have gone by, to be honest. I've wasted one year away...in a sense i am useless!

Neways I started to get back to flying, little bit of problem with FTA and Griffith but hopefully all will be fixed soon enough!

What have I learnt this weekend is the desire of the heart to continue on Loving God, I've drifted, I no longer like serving out of Joy and love but out of duty with bitterness. Not healthy, why because my quiet times hasn't been productive and I am just continuing doing things after things with out slowing down to rest and cater for my ownself! I know the reason for quite some time but nearly really slowed down with things, as things keep building on top one another... the process on how we decided to act is simple, our heart desires for smthing which then our will will act upon it and our mind justifies it.

Do I really love God, at first I thought yes or why would I be a Christian, but I thought about it some more. No I ain't my actions do not fully support that what I do is all for God! Some are selfish reason and some just pure pride, all in all it is an act of disobendience. Pray for changes.....

Bats

2009-08-16T00:54:00.004+10:00

Yesterday before I went to CiA, I was called back to my house because I need to remove a bat which some how flew into the extention of my house! It was a tiny little baby bat, but nevertheless it was annoying to get it out of the house! Duno how it got in but it was smthing interesting that happened!

RICE Thoughts

2009-08-07T12:04:00.004+10:00

After 2 intensive events, we manage combine everything together and pull it off! It was amazing to see God working throughout these events. Many preparation leading up to was intense but it was all worth it.

Firstly it was good to see new people join and see how united under Christ we have been and it has been encouraging talking to other peoples!

Durning the Rally night i was doing skit, couldn't see much cause we were at the back of the stage. But it what we heard was funy. So after many months of practicing, it was performed.

That whole 10mins felt like 2 min. It just zoomed by so fast on the night! I was pretty nervous during the UV glow in the dark hands as I had to call out the shapes but the team was awesome! Thou i got a massive shock when we did the word God! I wasn't expecting a masssive cheer from the teens, i was in awe that i nearly forgot to tell the team what to do next. it was just mind blowing and seeing God being glorified through out the night!

Go God!!

21st

2009-07-30T10:08:00.004+10:00

Amongst the mist of events such as RICE and Camps, I manage to do a little dinner with church for my 21st! Thank you for coming to my 21st, doesn't feel much different but it is time to grow up, not that i am not doing it atm but its legal age!

You guys are something special in my life, some I have known for years, some just briefly! But I hope we'll continue to follow one goal, is to love Jesus everyday and follow him! Thanks you my dear family of Christ!

It was a wonderful 21st spending time with you guys!

Mail

2009-07-29T12:15:00.002+10:00

I recieved this card in the mail yesterday from a MP of Moreton!

*curious why did i get one*

Camp + Reflections~

2009-07-19T23:13:00.003+10:00

So 4th year at YF camp, it was good waking up to the splendors of God! ie the mountain and the fresh morning air! This year it felt weird but overall it was interesting and challenging.... I must say at this camp, I didn't feel really close to God. Had a really awesome speaker: Peter Ko.

Usually at camp my quiet times would be really peaceful and feel his presense really calming me but it just isn't there this year...I know he hasn't left me be cause he is a faithful God, thus meaning there is smthing wrong with me...sigh.

Couple of things I learnt out of the talks from Peter Ko was like how heaven isn't where we get picked up by angels or clouds and lifted up to the Sky, but its actually the new creation being brought to this earth! So what we are all working towards is bring the new creation to this Earth. So whatever we are doing God has put us there for a purpose.

Another thing is lately I've been feeling distance from God due to my feelings and stuff, I am pretty emotional and rely on feeling to much. But I should be focusing on the facts of what God has done, focus on that all what God promised has been brought true and He sent his Son to be the ultimate perfect Adam. Don't rely on feelings but dwell in to the facts which bring about faith which brings about feelings. Something i need to learn because I use my feelings a lot.

Another thing which hit me hard was the question, " If I had one year left what would I do?" I said I would drop everything and do more mission work and what not. But it shouldn't be the case, everyday I should be doing these things already, my life shouldn't be any different. All my work should be working toward to glorifying God.

Peter words was he hoped that when we go back to our reality was "I hope nothing has changed in ur life but your mind has changed from this camp".

It was good message, still trying to find my passion once again!

P.S. I missed stargazing, it was pretty seeing the shooting stars!

Rice Design Working Bee~

2009-07-09T13:05:00.004+10:00

Spent a day painting and preparing up for RICE~

Lots of Hard work but it will be good! The signs are awesome.. wasn't done by me that for sure cause i am so no artistic!

Constant Spinning~

2009-07-06T23:58:00.007+10:00

Arrived back in brisbane yesterday 3am in the morning! Drive was fantastic and fun but each km getting back to Brissy meant the closer reality is coming back into my life!

So much to do already since I've been back home, still feels tiring but I just have to keep going on! Sydney was such a brief trip only really 2 day or so since most of the time was driving back and down!

Jay Chou Concert was fantastic and awesome, he's such a great live perfomer!

Missing Sydney... the food and walking in the harbour is so beautiful not to mention meeting up with peoples!Thanks to those who made my trip so wonderful!

Piece of Dirt~

2009-07-02T13:53:00.004+10:00

Listening to some old songs from grade 10 made me think about things.... I wish I could of changed more and do things. But thats the past but I really I hope i can change for good and really do somthing about it after this trip down to Sydney.

I am lower than a piece of dirt,useless and nothing for good, wish i wasn't the person i am, I don't even believe I am worthy to be God's child!

China~

2009-07-01T18:20:00.003+10:00

So today I went to harbour town and I wasn't expecting to get anything since I am going to Sydney but when I walked in the addias Shop i saw jackets of countrys it had: Great Britian, Australia and NO it wasn't Japan but China!

Most of you would have thought I wouldn't have got it but I did and here it is:

Let me once again dream~

2009-06-29T01:02:00.004+10:00

What can I say...in 2 days I'll be gone from Brisbane, leaving my worries and problems behind for couple of days!

It the best feeling, to actually have a break, free from worries and just really have a quiet time with God. Some ppls say you have quiet time everyday neways but I mean time where you don't have to face your problems and really think about it!

For me anyways each time i go to somewhere else that is not in my normal surrounding, the quiet time seem more thoughtful since i don't have to rush to the next busy thing in my life!

Come back refreshed and with a sense of direction again... so confused about many things! Can't wait to wake up and go for a stroll in darling harbour when the sun rises in the morning..best feeling it will be!

Ford vs Aircraft!

2009-06-12T12:14:00.004+10:00

This happend on Sunday in South Africa as you can see car wins! Lucky every body survived!

Link: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25624854-401,00.html

Sandwich Artist in Training~

2009-06-12T00:09:00.005+10:00

So tonight was my first shift working again! Where am I working, working in a fastfood again! Its not the job I wanted to work for but God blessed me with a job and as people say money is money!

Currently working for Subway, making a sub requires art and skill! So much to learn, constant fast pace don't even have time to rest or anything. We shall see how we go, not expecting to work there for long, if i find a better job, I am going to jump the boat!

So tired but I will try not to complain and work hard to glorify God!

Productive and Beautiful Day~

2009-06-08T19:32:00.005+10:00

Another famous adventure of the YF boys, waking up at 6am to go fishing! It was ridculously cold, we caught nothing but tree branches to weeds and not to mention snagging the line among the rocks.

No catch today but spent a good day with fellow brothers and then playing bball at mansfield!

Totally Exhausted now!

Cao and his grannie trolley!

Loopy~

2009-05-25T12:15:00.000+10:00

A spokesperson from Cambridge University told The Sun: "The loop-the-loop is 12m in diameter, and (our academic) discussed its dynamics and together with Steve has worked out that he needs to be going at least 36mph (58 kmh) when he enters the loop, and that he will experience G-forces six times his own weight."

Luggage eating plane~

2009-05-12T13:14:00.002+10:00

Crows Zero~

2009-05-08T10:02:00.004+10:00

Last weekend watched a really violent movie, which started off as a manga about highschool brawl and trying to climb to the top of the school being the best and all!

When they had the massive fight in the end there was a song sung by Meisa Kuroki and the title of the song is Hero lives in you~

It was a interesting movie but I liked the song more!

Winter Sickness~

2009-05-07T19:58:00.005+10:00

My flu got worse today, woke up with a really sore throat. So I stocked my body with garlic tablets and chinese herbal teas.

And tonite I made 番薯糖水 to help sooth my throat from being constantly dry!

Dream Car~

2009-05-07T19:14:00.005+10:00

What would be your dream car?

This would be my dream car!

Birthday and 21st

2009-05-06T16:39:00.004+10:00

Everyone this year seems to be celebrating their birthday with a bang, considering it is the 21^st year that they’ve been born into this world. Yet peoples make so much fuss, why thou?

I was in a 21^st party the other night, when a high school sempai asked me, “Why don’t you ever hold parties for yourself and this year is your 21^st you should do something and because you don’t do parties I never remember your birthday!”

I said “Nah, not important and don’t wanna organise it.”

She replied “You always organise parties and reunions for your friends but you never organise something for yourself, you should do it just once for yourself!”

We’ll see was my reply.

I don’t know hey, I just like to organise it for my friends because they mean something to me, so I try my best to meet up and celebrate their special day for them, but for me I don’t know. I like to organise it for them but when it comes to me, I don’t want to make it a fuss and organising is stressful at times, so I guess I can’t be bothered doing something for myself which it will stress myself out, hence I guess I never do parties.

Only time I've had a party was in highschool in grade 10 at kurby park organised by harmony and Kevin!

When technically it is just another number, soon will be my 21^st in couple of months! Still we shall see whether there is a party or not!

Joys of Long weekends

2009-05-05T23:42:00.003+10:00

It has a been a hectic, insane weekend full of events and activities! Started of the weekend on saturday by waking up at 5am in the morning. Why? A bunch of YF guys decided to go for a cruise up to Mt Tamborine! Arrived at the peak to see the wonders that God has created as the sun rose up to cast its rays upon the land!

Later in the arvo went to attend a Jeff and May wedding. Monday went to skirmish vsing BCAC and then Josh's 2st at night! Caught up with a lot of people at these various events, which was really good and enjoyable!

Thoughts on a Reunion

2009-04-27T15:51:00.005+10:00

How much time do you spend on your non Christians friends? Or have you neglected them? Personally, I haven’t had enough time to meet up with them! But it so important to, they need to hear about the word of God! My friend and I are now trying to meet up with them more, but during that time when we meet up. We’ll be trying to share our lives and struggles and even somehow tell them a bit about the gospel!

Generally when we have a reunion, there no point, we don’t talk much but it is just really bad. They are just so caught with the worldly things such as drinking having fun, clubbing and so on! It really saddens me! There seems to be no purpose but study and have fun!

Thus as we try to start this change, I hope that we’ll be able to sow seeds into their lives! So they can come to Christ!

Jay Chou~

2009-04-20T22:12:00.003+10:00

How awesome is it to see Jay Chou coming to Australia for the first time!

Yesss I am going to it!

Purpose in Life~

2009-04-15T14:12:00.000+10:00

I had a great talk with great friend from down south, who came up for a holiday! Now that it been couple days but letting his words sink in! Being able to just tell my story for the last 8 months to him felt good, not all has been great but there are praises and things!

To put things short, I ain't going to tell ppls here, what are my stresses which are causing me to lose a lot of sleep. But he asked me "What is your purpose in life that God has put you here for?" I couldn't answer, I don't have a clue.

Is working in job of aviation going to satisfy me, I don’t think it will, there are many thing I might need to sacrifice. How am I able to glorify God through aviation? I have no idea, I am confused so much, yet I am 70% done in my course.

So until i can find out the purpose of my life on this earth that God has given me, I'll be just wandering with out a purpose and all is meaning less!

I also told him I haven't been able to trust God 100% because all the crap is happening around me because I wanted to be in control, but that means pride is stopping me! Instead of God being the Captain of my ship, I want to take charge, meaning I am still relying on myself rather than God.

But what does trust mean he asked me. I thought about it and gave him an answer but he replied back. "Trusts mean that God's sovereignty is always good to me". Letting it sink, I realise that is true. We always think that everything should be good and smooth in our lives when we have God in our lives. But when we think when our life has gone downhill we don’t think that God has been just to us, we doubt, we ask why. But in reality it all about realising God is always good to me no matter what is the key!

So I have been pondering about what is my purpose on this earth is, yet I still can’t figure it out yet I need to learn to trust that he is good to me.

Hopefully I can be able to figure it out soon, but i think it will be a long while.

Reminder~

2009-04-08T01:20:00.006+10:00

Flight Duration: 0925- 1125 07April2009

Flight Plan: Archerfield-> Gallangowan -> Maryborough -> Maroochydore -> Archerfield

After a year of not being in a small aircraft, I finally hopped back into a cockpit of a Cirrus SR20 as a passenger. It was so much more advanced and a lot faster than what I usually fly, having a crusie speed of 155 knots (288km/h).

I've never flown west or north, got to the city in 2 mins and Somerset Dam in 13 mins. As continued to fly west to find a Town Gallangowan, the view was again amazing! Creation of God just blasted my mind away, such a beautiful place we live in!

We arrived at Gallangowan, it was a town but consisted of 4 house, don't know how can you call it a town. Turning the aircraft to Maryborough we saw that weather ahead wasn't promising and as we don't have instrument rating, we can't fly into clouds. We choose to divert to Gympie and head back to AF and land for safety reasons!

Overall I enjoyed the flight, thanks to Jono for letting me come with him. As I was flying, I was given a reminder from God. The path I have choose is hard and tough, but he will be there with me to the end always faithful and changing me through stormy days.

Just like the plane on a flight, there is a destination to be reached, a certain flight path needs to be followed in order to reach the goal, but things never can be smooth, things can happen unexpectedly or even forewarned.

Like the storm in front of us today, it was stopping us from reaching out destination. We may not be able to reach it, because we aren't ready to face it or there is a lesson to be learnt. Thus we are turned back and need to learn and grow ourselves in knowledge or skill in order to go back and challenge the storm!

Eventually through the power of God, we will reach the end destination as long as you stay faithful, persevere and always depending on Him.

I am encourage to persevere, Christian walk is never easy but in the end it is promising, Hopefully I be able to continue and staying strong in Him!

2009-03-31T00:41:00.003+10:00

あたまがいたい

僕はたくさんの問題

毎日に僕は泣いてる

Trust You - Yuna Ito

2009-03-27T10:47:00.006+10:00

Weekend Highlights

2009-03-23T11:11:00.005+10:00

Highlights

March's 21st a.k.a Kim

Photo Shoot by BARRY LING

Wasabi vs Unagi 21-29

Had a great time at March's Birthday party, got to catch up with highschool friends I haven't seen for a long time.

Major highlight I guess was helping a friend for his portfolio, went to the Power House for a photo shoot. Half way through we got kicked out, but we went to adminstration box and ask why we couldn't take photos. Apparently the dude that kick us out, thought we were doing a commerical. He was saying through the walkie talkie "they got equipments here and a model(kylie)". So funny

Then at night we played against our sister church, we did pretty well considering they had massive players! Chilled out at SW's house and talked some really good Godly discussions!

Flight Attendant Rapping

2009-03-20T23:08:00.005+10:00

Low Cost Budget Airlines

2009-03-17T16:15:00.005+10:00

With a lot of low cost budget airlines in the aviation industry, Ryanair has taken a next step in thinking about how to make more money. In doing so Ryanair has asked the public to give them ideas on what they could implement to their aircrafts.

Hope these are never used though!

Wallets

2009-03-16T09:38:00.003+10:00

I was cleaning my room when I came across all the wallets I have been given or bought!

Cleaning in Action

2009-03-10T18:15:00.003+10:00

What is all this?

Today Jamesy and I went on a cleaning rampage at church. First we dismantled the chairs, which took forever since it was indestructable. Altogether the amount of stuff we threw out at Chandler garbage dump was 500kg in weight.

We started at 11am and finished at 3pm, it took 2 trips to the dump and offload everything, truely it was Cleaning in Action!

Pinky the Dolphin

2009-03-10T17:25:00.005+10:00

Pinky is an albino dolphin, was first seen in 2007 and has resurfaced again at Lake Calcasieu, Louisiana.

How cool and unique is that, a bright pink dolphin and only one in the world. A wonderful creation of God!

問題ない

2009-03-04T21:30:00.002+10:00

Problems will always continue to exist, we don't live in a perfect world. It would be great if we did! Everyone in life faces problems everyday, but how well you deal with it is the key!

Questions that have been troubling me a lot lately

Was it a mistake to be a pilot?

Should I have done architecture or something else?

What's happening to my future?

How am I going to live or survive life?

Its all a bunch of question that I don't know how to answer them or how to face them! Feels as if I am running away but I am getting trapped each day by them. To some peoples they don't see a problem but my mind is unsure and all jumbled up to even think properly.

Calender

2009-03-04T11:35:00.002+10:00

On Sunday I got a lovely Calender for $5 but thing is my room has no wall space to put it up! So I had to clear out some space by rearranging the posters!

Now I have a calender in my room!

Great Job to Ivan and Billy on the calender!

Crazy Landings

2009-03-02T13:16:00.001+10:00

Bed Ridden

2009-02-26T16:44:00.004+10:00

I duno whats happening, but i don't have any syptoms of sickenesss but I feel very tired and wasted! Throbbing in the head and i have slept on my bed for nearly 15 hrs since last night!

I wake up eat and then feel really tired and sleep again! Confused*

Mobile World Congress 2009

2009-02-20T22:27:00.005+10:00

It looks like a watch, but in fact it is a mobile phone

It has 3G capabilities and it is touch screen, looks pretty cool and tiny!

This phone can produce a video footage up to 50 inches!

Sadly only will be realeased in Europe this year!

No Network

2009-02-17T14:11:00.002+10:00

Hmm, the whole day I haven't been able to have any reception on my phone. it just says no network connection.

Thanks 3G, if i needed help I would have been dead due to your services!

Music Addiction~

2009-02-17T13:04:00.005+10:00

Ever since i got back to Australia, I haven't been listening to Japanese songs T__T

I've been addicted to JAY CHOU! I like his slow songs alot!

Creativity

2009-02-14T22:48:00.002+10:00

What do you think this is:

I thought it was lip gloss or something like that!

But apparently it is a pen, how cool is that!

Tyre Blew Up

2009-02-09T10:38:00.003+10:00

Today I was woken at 7:00am by mum with a phone call from dad! After I recieve that phone call, I had to rush to the freeway to switch cars so my brother could get to school on time! (crazy congestion)

Apparently my Tarago's left back tyre blew up really bad! Thus I had to get it towed away to Cartech to get it fixed since there was no spare tyre!

Skirmish~

2009-02-07T14:44:00.004+10:00

Last night I was dressed in an amoured vest and helmet, holding an air gun with 200 paint ball bullets! It was exciting at the same time scary and painful, especially getting double tapped by the refs!

But a new experience!

P.S. Happy Birthday Dad!

C152 IVZ

2009-02-04T20:23:00.004+10:00

I miss flying, my last flight was on the 13th Dec 2007, it been over a year! I do miss the spectacular views from the sky, hustle and bustle of radio communications, planing my routes and the adrenline of coming in to land!

Every time I take off and view the skys, it is always breathless. The skys never ceases to amaze me!

EarthRace

2009-02-04T17:00:00.005+10:00

The world’s fastest eco-boat: Earthrace

Hull: Wavepiercing Trimaran

Designer: Craig Loomes Design Group

Builder: Calibre Boats

Length: 24m (78ft)

Beam: 8m (24ft)

Draft: 1.3m (4ft)

Range at 6 knots: 13,000nm (24000km)

Range at 25 knots 2,000 nm (2,700km)

Maximum speed: 40 knots (75km/h)*

Fuel: B100 Biodiesel (100%)

Fuel Capacity: 12,000 liters - 3,000 gallons

Dry Weight: 14 ton

Weight fully fuelled: 26 ton

Construction: Carbon , Kevlar sandwich composites

Crew: 4

Beds: 6

Twin Cummins Mercruiser Diesel Engines

Gearboxes: ZF 305A (ZF)

Air intakes: top of wings to remain above waves while piercing

Windscreen: 17mm laminated toughened glass

Max speed is dependent on fuel load, propeller pitch, and gearbox ratio.

Happy Bday Mum!

2009-02-02T21:04:00.003+10:00

Really Praise God for giving me such a wonderful mother, who cares about me alot!

Happy Birthday Mum!

New Phone and New Plan

2009-01-28T21:19:00.007+10:00

Today I got myself a new communication device! Since my old plan was costing me heaps, I decided to look for a cheaper one! But unfortunately the cheapest one was from 3G, I hate that shop! I guess with cheap deals, there is a disadvantage... crappy reception!

Even though there is more features in the new phone, I still like my old phone, which is a walkman version W810i. Thou my house is very bad with 3g reception, so if you want to find me Good Luck!

*yes it looks girly, but it is cheap so I had no choice in colour!*

Premium Wuhe Milk Tea!

2009-01-27T16:04:00.004+10:00

In Taiwan when I wake up, the first thing I do is walk to Seven Eleven. Why? To get this!

Milk Tea, it is really nice and I miss it so much! It costs 25TW which is 1AUS! But today I saw it at Formosa and it cost me $2, that is a 200% profit. Sigh I got riped off but couldn't resist to drink it!

Happy Chinese New Year [ Australia Day]

2009-01-26T18:45:00.004+10:00

Today was supposibly a group social, but in the end it turned out to be a outing organised by Apes! So because the weather was perfect and I haven't been to the beach all this summer, we decided to go to Sufers to swim around!

Later then went to Harbour town to eat at Nandos! I then bought a pair of Havaianas since my slippers started to break...sigh!

Overall it has been a nice relaxing australia day, Happy Chinese New Year ppls!

BLT 2009

2009-01-25T21:22:00.000+10:00

I can't say I am still fine from my Taiwan Trip but BLT itself has definately revived and ignited me for Christ! 5 days of drilling and slaming of the Word God was intense but convicting! What convicted me once again was the Grace of God.

Why is God angry at sin? He is angry because He loves us, just as the same as our parents. Parents get angry because they care about us when we do something wrong. Which is just the same as our Heavenly Father.

I had a great talk with Ying about how to over come current and future problems and worries! Really thankful that I could have a great talk with him! But the main thing was to place everything around God!

不能说的秘密「Secret」

2009-01-24T21:17:00.013+10:00

不能说的秘密 or also known as "Secret"

Sometimes, there are deep secrets that we can't share or even let the person that we love know about, except give hints. Why? Because we love them and we don't want to see them suffer, yet we do want them to figure it out so that they can share the burden with us, in spite of the sacrifice that may happen, like what Rain did in the movie.

In the end, through his love for her, Jay eventually found out the Secret and even went through the dangers of trying to go back in time and sacrificed everything for her, just to be with her once again!

One of Jay Chou's most successful movies~

Binning 3 Tons

2009-01-15T19:45:00.004+10:00

Once again another day in the garden that was once a jungle, we ordered a skip bin which arrived today!

So since 9am till 5pm I have been carrying wood planks which was once our old fence! Also cutting down trees and throwing the branches and trunks into the bin. As well as my old bike!

Been a productive day, now my garden looks much more presentable and cleaner!

What is that?

2009-01-14T14:52:00.008+10:00

What do you think this is?

Apparently this is a Buddhist temple in Puli, HECK!

They are that rich to build a temple at the very top! Gold Statues everywhere and you get your name written in Gold on the board if you pay 3million Taiwanese money!

So WHY are the monks at Taipei asking for money, clearly their brothers in Puli is not having a financial crisis!

Jungle

2009-01-13T00:51:00.004+10:00

Arrive back in Brissy since Saturday 10th Jan 2009~

First thing I saw when I entered was my back yard and it look like a jungle!

Grass was so long, after mowing everything, the bin was full of grass and still need an extra bag to fit the rest in. Not to mention before we left, we cut down the tree and it regrew!

Last Snaps

2009-01-13T00:30:00.005+10:00

Trubite to my Canon Ixus 40

Finally it has died after 7 years of hard labour! You've been a great camera, but it is time to move on to the family's new camera: Canon Ixus 90!

Thank for your hard work from the day i got you, till now. Last snaps was the trip to Taiwan and it was the best photos ever taken!

Goodbye!

Taiwan Memories

2009-01-03T22:52:00.005+10:00

The trip has ended and I am back in Hong Kong once again! Gone through a lot of new experience! I don't know what to say, just feeling depressed. I didn't want to get attached to the kids in Yu Chih, but I eventually did!

These kids do mean a lot to me, but I have to trust in God and leave the rest up to him! But I do really pray that God will comfort these kids and look after them!

I have no regrets in using my money on this short term mission trip, because it is worth it! Spreading the gospel to the people, I don't know how many seeds were sown but I really hope God has used us to our full capacity!

Really praise and thank God for having wonderful servants at the Yu Chih church: Vincent, Grace, Sha Yi, Jasmine, Janice and Lily who look after these kids and work so hard for God!

Eunice and Ruth, always helping us out and being there for us! Really thank God for everything!

Really thank God for providing for the team and always being in control of everything. Had a great time with my brothers, really thank them for being patient and spuring me on through the trip!
MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

Praise God!

2008-12-28T14:30:00.004+10:00

A little update! We finally finished all the programs for our mission trip but there is still a couple of days to go! So it hasn't ended yet!

Neways spent 5 hrs with the Puli Junior High School Scout Club, can't believe we spent that long!Really praise God for being in control and looking after everything! At night we did a evangelistic night to the church of Puli. Mikey and Jamesy gave a strong message! Thank God for being a soverign God!

Taiwan

2008-12-19T15:56:00.004+10:00

Hiyo~

Currently: Resting and surfing the net and listening to Jay Chow while my room mate is snoring(Pingu).

Safely arrived in YuChih, surround by kids and good food!

Been so busy preparing for the upcoming events that were added in the last min! Today we did our first event, going to the elderly nursing home!

Tomorrow starts our week with a constant stream of events everyday, I really hope that God will use me to share the Gospel and love to the people in YuChih and Puli!

Got these toys from those machines! Left one is mine and the right one is Pings

Korea

2008-12-16T23:06:00.002+10:00

Day1
Arrived in Korea at 4am, was so wasted! Traveled on a 4hr journey out into the country to visit a budda statue! then traveled again to the hotel to enjoy soaking in a spa!

Day2
Went to Phoneix Park which is a mountain where peoples can skii and snowboard! Spent the rest of the day learning to SnowBoard! At night had korean bbq and stargazed with these huge telescopes!

Day3
More snowboarding, finally mastered how to snow board! Wanted to go up to the mountain and snowboard all the way down, but it was so expensive for the ride! Traveled to Seoul after that and went to Lucky Seven Casion, didn't even check my ID!

Day4
Shopped around and bought a Tshirt. Went to Everland and played on the newest roller coaster ride, the drop was 70 degrees steep! THAT was fun and i sat in the front row!

Day5
More shopping and bought a jacket at the MegaBox, later then was the duty free stuff like geting UGBANG cosmetics and food

Overall Korea was a great experience! LOVED IT!

2008-12-08T21:01:00.004+10:00

OFF TO KOREA for 5 days! Back on the 13th!